I think after a while, you do get used to things and what happens on a regular basis, it just doesn't phase me. I mean, I know I go down fast and often very hard, and weirdest of all, without ANY kind of warning or anything like that. All I did was walk from the bed to stand with my friend Nat. It was less than 4-5 steps and I was weak. I was struggling and he decided that it would be good to check my SATs which were flagging between 91%-93%. He got me back to bed and set the neb up for me, I breathed in and felt everything get better and fast. All I was thinking was about how I wanted to just shut down and sleep.
Poor Nat though, he had never experienced anything like it. He was scared that I was going to end up going in again for another round of treatment. We were very lucky in that as my nebuliser took away the wheeze and breathlessness. I was shattered from it. I still am. I hope my GP has some answers tomorrow.
3 years ago