I couldn't believe it, last week kind of melted in to one solid mass, well apart from the pleasures of the weekend and the wonderful friends who really lifted my spirits. If it weren't for my blog I wouldn't have known what exactly happened to me over the last 7 days. In my head its all a blur that all I have in terms of evidence is a seriously bruised wrist, more pills than a pharmacy and instructions of regular nebs until things start looking up.
Its funny in a way, how weird things have gotten. I never thought I would get in to those size 8 skinny jeans that I had "just in case", let alone pull them on and off without undoing the button or zip. If it weren't for the stretched out skin that has lost all elasticity, I wonder, just how good I would have looked. At the end of the day, I guess I just have to make the most of what I do have. I had some reassuring news that Hope wasn't a lethal Roan/Roan gene baby from the Guinea Pig Forum.
I was really worried as Roan/Roan babies are riddled with health problems and they tend to die very young. Hope is such a little cutie and I would never want to lose him. I think after the death of Alphonse, I am being very cautious and worry so very much about my lovely animals.
As for the claim about the pavement that caused me to break my foot, turns out that it doesn't look as though the pavement was raised enough. I am obviously a little let down, but those are the breaks. In a way, I am kind of relieved as I think that the money would have caused all kinds of arguments and problems so I think I am a little glad to not have to worry about that. But I will fight the DWP to get what I should be getting for my illness. I will catch a break eventually, honestly. I think January was meant to be a month of bad luck, well that was what the runes foretold. I am just hoping beyond hope that February turns out a bit more fruitful and my assessment at Atos will be seen fairly and I don't get further screwed.
It is good really that I have my contingency plans up and running for the bills and the like, but I had to get to that point really where those contingencies could be set up. I am trying my hardest at the moment to catch a break, but it isn't easy at all when there is just so much trying to stand in our way. Ah well, keep positive and maybe something good will happen.
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