Before anything happens with my asthma, I go through this period of complete apathy. I mean even Sephiroth himself could walk past me naked as the day he was born and I wouldn't be that interested. I stared at the screen for 5 minutes before typing anything, this was AFTER I had fallen asleep on the loo again. I just can't seem to stay in the game when I am like this.
Today has been a fairly quiet day spent cleaning and generally putting everything in the flat just right, again. I even managed to clean down the balcony which now smells less like rotting guinea pig cage and more like bleach, wiped down the kitchen and bathroom floors and did a through vacuum of the carpets. I also managed to wipe down all the surfaces and get rid of all the dust. In the middle doing all of this, I did try and have a nap, but for some reason, I was so unsettled and had to do something.
I guess I just wanted to let you all know, I am still here, I am fighting this bastard, but there may be a point where I may have to get some help on this, I will let you all know. For now, I think I may just settle down, have a good long sleep and keep on with my meds schedule as planned.
3 years ago