After a spate of negativity and a rather heavy weekend, I finally have made the choice in life to follow all those dreams of mine that have laid by the wayside. Fuck the past frankly, I really couldn't care less and do not want to enter in to the same tired and boring debates with someone. Frankly I do not care. I have much better and more enjoyable pursuits to occupy my time and a wonderful opportunity to follow a dream I have had ever since I was first aware of body modification.
Theres a subtle art to body modification. Piercing and Tattooing has ALWAYS fascinated me. Ever since I was a little girl and sometimes my Dad would show me his latest piece of exquisite body art. At the age of 10, I was telling EVERYONE how I wanted to be a tattooed and pierced biker-chick with a Harley and a nose-ring. I guess I'm half way there! I have the tattoos and piercings but still don't have a motorbike... yet. My 10 year old self, I am working on it honest! But my next step is later this year. In August I plan to train as a piercer. Something I had always wanted to do, so I will be able to pierce people and even do some more on myself! I do have my share of piercings that I would like to get, including my other tragus and lots more in my ears. Its a FANTASTIC opportunity for me. And something I am going to do. Not I would like to do. SOMETHING I AM doing. I paid my deposit and booked my place and I cannot wait!
I am so done with everyone's choices and what they thing I should do with my life. I'm so done caring what people think of me, and I am so done with anyone who doesn't like me for who I am and will consciously beat it out of me. Its taken me a long time to get to this point where I can look in the mirror and actually smile at the young lady who looks back.
Thank you Becky. Thank you for showing me who I really am and helping me get out of my shell.
I love you.
2 years ago