I'm still feeling out of sorts since Tuesday. I think its probably just part of the recovery process after an acute attack. I think its just my body asking me to slow down a little and let it have time to rest and get over the worst of it. It does however give me more time to do what I need to do.
A bit of "life laundry" every so often does you good. Its a chance to dust yourself down and cut out the things you don't need or want anymore. I long decided to leave my past where it belongs and its making me happier. I'm achieving my dreams and each one is ticked off (including learning Japanese which is hard but so worth it). I have some travel plans, mostly UK based as its easier to be cared for here should things go awry.
I don't dream of riches or property. I dream of life experiences and spending the years with the people I love. Maybe one day I can get married and live my "happily ever after" or get my work published. So long as I'm doing what I want to I will never fail to be happy and to be quite honest I'm just ignoring anyone who tries to bring me down because in all honesty, they're not worth my time or attention. Certain people's comments get deleted and never read because they aren't worth my attention. What I find amusing is that they still have yet to grasp that the reason I ignore them completely is that I honestly don't care at all about them or their ridiculous bullshit, or they are just that stupid that they can't quite comprehend what the words "go away" mean. Either way; I'll just carry on as I am and maybe one day they might get the picture and stop trying to contact me.
I've got a new rabbit, a little lady called Riza (after Riza Hawkeye from FMA) and she's the most inquisitive and affectionate little thing. Watching her hop around is amusing and she just seems so happy to have a home and someone who will provide her with the loving care she deserves. She's a curious little creature who is interested in just about everything around her and it makes me sad that no one wanted her. I'll be getting her spayed as soon as possible obviously to ensure she has no problems as a responsible and caring owner should do.
Its been a good day so far and nothing is going to be allowed to change that. Unless of course you intend on making it better and brighter!