I love it when the unexpected happens. Be it a text, phone call or even a visit from a adored friend. Last night, it was all of our pleasure that Nat came round to see how we were all doing. Ever since I met Nat, at the beginning of my National Diploma in Media, it was the first day, he was 16 and I was 17, we have been very close. What I love about that bond is that we can always make time to see each other and have a laugh about everything that has been happening around us. Nathaniel is a kind sort of friend, the kind who doesn't make any judgements and takes you as you are.
We've been there for each other when we needed it. Either as a shoulder to cry on, someone to yell at and for them to not take it personally or to just have a cup of tea ready. Throughout everything, including the tenancy battle, he was there to advise and help and when he needs help, I do the same. A lot of people have wondered why we aren't dating, but I am here to say that there is a very good reason, but it is too complicated to explain here. That and it's just us being... well... us. He is one of the best friends I have ever had and I am thankful everyday for the fact that when I was 17, I decided to do a different course when I did.
Amongst the things we had a laugh about, I did show him a rather amusing email from my ex. This ex seems to just want to try and push and push, maybe it's to get a reaction or maybe he's just pissy because I wouldn't take him back. This email was one of the funniest things I had read for a while, heck I even showed it to 2 people who were implicated by it, neither of which had said the things that he had claimed they had said. In fact, one of them has little to nothing to do with him because of the fact that all he wants to do is bitch about me and how "hard done by" he is. Even some of his "friends" have said that he is frankly pathetic and needs to get over it.
I mean seriously! GET A FUCKING GRIP!! As a writer, I have come across some rubbish in my time, but this was something else. What I don't get myself is why would someone who says he doesn't want to have anything to do with me is still blasting me and emailing me with either threats, attempts of intimidation or even to try and "help" me. You see he was actually being nice until I told him that I had no intention of being with him so he decided that he was going to try and get at me and those close to me. It must be something pathological.
Lucky for me, my friends are not having any of it and they are supportive of me. They tell me not to be afraid and to just keep going. Nat put it best by saying "It's like arguing with a 7 year old who just says "Why?" constantly". To be honest, I have found arguments from 6 year olds more interesting and believable, but that isn't really the point. My point is that I refuse to let anyone knock me down and keep me there. It is not in my nature to back down and run away. Besides who is really interested in a person THAT pointless and pathetic and his blog that no body actually reads.
2 years ago